Please Breathe

Embarked in a vessel with no room for Air

Nerve cringing images placid inside my head full of fear 

Trapped with no routes for escape within this deep dark place

Chasing after an invisible feeling with an aerated heart and a scared face, LOST

LOST in my own skin where I feel like my beginning is my end 

And I can't fight a struggle that I feel like I'll never win 

Be heading the opportunity and strangling my mentality 

Fighting jab after jab and breath after breath and lost memories of my surname

Hold up what's my First name am I a being in the dark lagoon of  my reality 

Am I who I thought I was before these shutters start closing on me 

Gasping for my equality  I panic in this place between sunshine  and  this cold dark  place that surrounds my thoughts 

Where in the hell am I 

I've never felt this cold and I've never  felt this helpless like a newborn  child 

Crying for a moment that I can't see 

What is this weightless feeling  approaching me It's like a cushioned floor board up  under my feet

Spooked  into an anxiety filled moment 

Am I... could I ...be lost in the universe that was once only in my fantasies 

No way I'm separated from my body 

This is a joke right 

Like  really ....I know I'm not separated from my  chocolate skin and my big ass feet

Where's the cameras at because I know I'm not lost in this surreal moment away from my reality

So what your saying is  this  is that part of life that  I've been fearing of ever living 

Is this really death 

I'm sure at any moment I'll wake up and laugh off this chaotic dream 

Please wake up ... WAKE UP  .... PLEASE!!!!