She Is Me...

She hid her gapped teeth. 

By not smiling...

She hid her skinny waist...

By adding 2 pair of paints on under her Levi jeans...

She hid her height an inch or two...

By walking with her shoulders rolled forward slouching her posture...

She disguised her small chest...

By stressing and stuffing her bra...

She picked at her acne and damaged her face...

No remedy was in place to heal this little girls empty space of her physical disgrace...

Tarnished and sedated with lies of what is beauty and how to survive as a black woman was never taught to her in her studies

No help from her mother who cries from her own corroded obscurity of the ideal of inner beauty...

Little black girl I notice you're dwindling down from this generational curse of not loving the core of yourself ... 

Wipe those tears baby and dream of looking out the eyes of a woman that's proud of her gapped teeth, skinny waist and big feet...

Do you feel that warmth that surrounds your smile? That's love baby girl.... 

See that gap makes you special because it's a sign of royalty and the blemishes on your skin will be gone one day and your skin will glow like the sun...

And your height will allow you to model and strut your elongated self gracefully down any runway....

Baby girl you're special, priceless and unique.... I love who you're going to become because your future is a direct reflection of me....

I will always love you Andrea, and that's a promise that I'll always keep!!!!!

Adios

There's no more left...

I've packed up the ideology of a you and me 

I sent it fed-ex with a false address 

So that it never returns with a sign please and would you accept 

Nope I'm good trust me I have rested those thoughts

I've been single with no commitment for six years and I didn't stop progressing

Hell naw I'll never scuffle over my transgressions 

I merely added them to the "He Just Ain't It" Box and learned countless lessons ... 

But that shit got heavy with broken promises and empty hearts...

I finally did it I taped that bad boy up and I mailed that sucker off...  

#StrongerAndWiser #OwlThinkAboutit #Nah #OriginalPoetry #SingleAndHappy #Randomthoughts 

She Is Me

She hid her gapped teeth. 

By not smiling...

She hid her skinny waist...

By adding 2 pair of paints on under her Levi jeans...

She hid her height an inch or two...

By walking with her shoulders rolled forward slouching her posture...

She disguised her small chest...

By stressing and stuffing her bra...

She picked at her acne and damaged her face...

No remedy was in place to heal this little girls empty space of her physical disgrace...

Tarnished and sedated with lies of what is beauty and how to survive as a black woman was never taught to her in her studies

No help from her mother who cries from her own corroded obscurity of the ideal of inner beauty...

Little black girl I notice your dwindling down from this generational curse of not loving the core of yourself ... 

Wipe those tears baby and dream of looking out the eyes of a woman that's proud of her gapped teeth, skinny waist and big feet...

Do you feel that warmth that surrounds your smile? That's love baby girl.... 

See that gap makes you special because it's a sign of royalty and the blemishes on your skin will be gone one day and your skin will glow like the sun...

And your height will allow you to model and strut your elongated self gracefully down any runway....

Baby girl you're special, priceless and unique.... I love who you're going to become because your future is a direct reflection of me....

I will always love you Andrea, and that's a promise that I'll always keep!!!!!

Inner Arousal

When your spirit is yearning for a deeper connection in life that will sedate an erogenous physical urge for a more infinite enlightened mental frame. 

The pores on your skin will delight in the mental filtration of knowledge and escaping to nirvana chastening your body in an intimate state . 

A place where your body is calm and nerves are racing all over covering all of the internal space. 

Chasing and chasing this soothing tingling feeling like ice melting into tubular pheromone flowing waves. 

Veins enjoying this better than sex feeling and sweating from the inside at an hastily pace that's intuitive taste has my body engaging in orgasmic inflations.. 

Bitter sweet has yet to reach my complexity. 

Intuitiveness has me leaping for protection because it'll impregnate the truth so far deep I'll regurgitate mini metaphysics into conception . 

Blessing the world with little trees of life that will blossom and bless the masses and paying homage to the skies. Surpassing the clouds and never taunting the past and elevating into Gods & Goddesses arriving to the rightful domicile of light and harmonious vibrations of sound! 

I am a spore and I reckon that's my side of what is claimed to be the truth is...

I can't help that this is my perception of this involuntary knowledge orgasmic reaction!! 

Peace y'all it's been a blessing I hope you've gotten your intellectual erection!

Dreaming of a Reality!

Entangled by his eyes and how suddenly butterflies would magically appear when he was near ...

Struck like a Mack truck 

with no brakes crashing with a 10 foot wall that I had previously built... 

My past pains of distrust and lack of appreciation of my tender self fled instantly when he took me surprisingly by his masculine humble energy... 

I melted spiritually that not even sex could compare to the soulful connection he had over me... 

With the stroke of his hand he inscribed his destiny 

I shut my eyes in disbelief....

Whispering, Wondering, could this really be something pure thats just for me 

It must be a dream because a fantasy with this much energy is always just a risk of an unrequited reality...

 

Sexy Mystery

Admiring your sensual touch grazing my inner chi

Simply enjoying the physical erogenous conspiracy 

Starting to wonder am I encamped in my own psyche 

Twisting thoughts of a long passionate escapade trampling my ideas 

.....

Ideas of secretly placing cushioned kisses across your masculinity

Ideas of pressing my energy caressing you mentally 

.....

Channeling my eroticism into the core of me 

I remain secluded in a sensual space   

Seductively 

Passionately 

Orgasamically 

....

I'm infamous for not being understood by the suitor at hand 

Engulfed by my impeccable skin and gracious personality 

I sense your rising testosterone enticing me to be weak

But I'll smirk, wink an eye and softly blow you a kiss 

Wishing you the best in trying to unlock my unpredictable chemistry.

 

Please Breathe

Embarked in a vessel with no room for Air

Nerve cringing images placid inside my head full of fear 

Trapped with no routes for escape within this deep dark place

Chasing after an invisible feeling with an aerated heart and a scared face, LOST

LOST in my own skin where I feel like my beginning is my end 

And I can't fight a struggle that I feel like I'll never win 

Be heading the opportunity and strangling my mentality 

Fighting jab after jab and breath after breath and lost memories of my surname

Hold up what's my First name am I a being in the dark lagoon of  my reality 

Am I who I thought I was before these shutters start closing on me 

Gasping for my equality  I panic in this place between sunshine  and  this cold dark  place that surrounds my thoughts 

Where in the hell am I 

I've never felt this cold and I've never  felt this helpless like a newborn  child 

Crying for a moment that I can't see 

What is this weightless feeling  approaching me It's like a cushioned floor board up  under my feet

Spooked  into an anxiety filled moment 

Am I... could I ...be lost in the universe that was once only in my fantasies 

No way I'm separated from my body 

This is a joke right 

Like  really ....I know I'm not separated from my  chocolate skin and my big ass feet

Where's the cameras at because I know I'm not lost in this surreal moment away from my reality

So what your saying is  this  is that part of life that  I've been fearing of ever living 

Is this really death 

I'm sure at any moment I'll wake up and laugh off this chaotic dream 

Please wake up ... WAKE UP  .... PLEASE!!!!